Monday, November 19, 2007

BOOK REVIEW


Title: Islam Unites All
Author: Mohammed Raeez Amod

Islam Unites All is a book with many flavours interlinking with each other. It goes back to the days of Apartheid, but also portraying the way of the people in the second millennium, but also interlinked with skin colour.

It begins with a black Muslim who is also a mufti (high ranked) delivering his daily talk show on Cii, when an African man phones in to criticize the mufti by saying “ Why do you Muslims do only things which benefit Islam and do nothing for our country, while enjoy all the fruits of the country.” In which he replies by relating his apartheid experience and what he does for South Africa.

This book is a fiction with history in it. The story which is narrated is not true, while apartheid, the racism and Muslims fought for apartheid are facts.

I think the book is quite good, because it deals with many topics. It gives a brief overlook of apartheid, of racism and also of what Islam is. This book could encourage you to read or research a deeper explanation to any of these topics.

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Evaluation

Evaluation of term3

Term 3 was very different compared to the first two terms. We done the set book
Cry, Our Beloved Country. It thought us a lot of our countries history and Apartheid. We visited locations in order to build a model of one and to do a PowerPoint presentation. The visit was very educational, made us appreciate our luxuries life’s, and that we should thank Allah(God) for all he has given us.

Evaluation of childs book

As assignment we had to write a book related to Cry, Our Beloved Country and include the Vaal Hearings and the TRC. The book would be given to younger grades so that they would be aware of the old South Africa and Apartheid. It showed me the skills you require to write a book and it should be taken for granted.

Evaluationn of film study

In this term, term 4, we are doing film study. I find much more exciting compared to reading books. It really amazing to know how a movie is made. We learn the different the angles the shoot a scene at and why do they do so, and how much technique it requires. We chose the movie Kingdom of Heaven which also teaches us about history.

Monday, September 10, 2007

Transcript of Interview of Vaal Hearings

M.Raeez: assalamualaikum

Uncle Zunaid: Wa’ alakumsalaam

M.Raeez: Uncle Zunaid, as youngsters that grew up after the 1994 democratic elections, we would like to know about the apartheid era, so I would like to interview you, asking a few questions.

Uncle Zunaid: I hope this is for a school assignment because it’s a good start where youngsters that grew up after the democratic elections will know what the past was, and will not make the same mistakes of the past.

M.Raeez: Gee, it is for a school assignment. Can you tell us something about yourself like your childhood and how you got involved in politics?

Uncle Zunaid: On 1945 born in Beckers street, Fereras town. I came from a family that was predominately political. My mother and father were in the Indian congress. I grew up in a house where in our very young days we met people like Albert Tituli, Nelson Mandela and Walter Sisulu. My two elder brothers Esop Pahad and Aziz Pahad who are now ministers in the ANC government who were members in the communist party at that stage. From a very young age , not only I but everybody that grew up in basically Beckers street were somehow influenced by the African National Congress and Transvaal Indian congress , I think everybody that came of Beckers had some idea of politics at that stage.

M.Raeez: So basically did Beckers street influence you going in to politics?

Uncle Zunaid: to a certain extent, but more so I think it was my mother that gave us our political influence.

M.Raeez: What was the most significant which you can recall as an apartheid activist?

Uncle Zunaid: the season trial where Rivonia high command was sentenced to life imprisonment in Robbin Island. Then came 1976 riots so called uprising in the townships and then the creation of UDF which was the eternal being of the head African National Congress and then the eventually 1990 political organizations were unbanned. The ANC were banned in 1961 with all other, political organizations, the communist party, the PAC after Massacre in Sharpeville. The ANC was always a non-vigent organization and after this event they launched what was known as the Arm struggle, we launched Muguwe Sizwe known as a spear of the nation. This is where the arm wing of the ANC was created. I think on that creation of the arm wing this brought a whole new dimension to things struggled in South Africa, up to then we were following impese sisters movement and after that we then went in to an arm struggle against the apartheid region.

M.Raeez: Do you think all this events encouraged you or discouraged you to make a difference in South Africa?

Uncle Zunaid: I think it encouraged us. I think those who went through the apartheid eras had a much better understanding of what it was to live in those days and I think we’ve come out much stronger with a much more sense of responsibility and we now cherish our freedom more because we have more freedom prior to 1994. I think it’s made us much stronger in character, as well as in our understanding of world politics.

M.Raeez : Did you ever have a run with the law at that time?

Uncle Zunaid : 1994, we were in a cell known as the Dadoo Uyud movement, with in that cell there was a group that was instrumentally in blowig out the Fordsburg in the fereras town post office, some of the cell members got picked up and some of us had to leave the country and got to the UK.

M.Raeez : what was your attitude towards the politics after those runnings or bad experience?

Uncle Zunaid: I think when you talk of bad experience of prior to that when we as kids couldn’t go see football at a Rand Stadium, we were segregated against, we were given a very small area to sit in, to couldn’t go to so call white cinemas we couldn’t go to so call white restaurants, natural resorts like Warmbaths. I think that hardened our resolves to fight against injustice system, where anybody could discriminate against you because of the raises of your colour and I think that, that hardened us, not just running in with the policeman prior to that, anybody that joined the organization, whether it was the communist party or the African National Congress, we had already been a party of the organization, so you already hardened prior to running in with the police , it was the circumstances prior to what happened when the arm started, which made everybody harden against the South African Government.

M.Raeez : Were you involved with people who reacted to the situation in a very violent way who were being disadvantaged?

Uncle Zunaid : Well, I don’t know, if you look whats happening today in Palestine , Afghanistan, Irag, the west has now been calling us so call Islamic fundamentals terrorists. People act violently to different situations. If your mother, your sister or father been killed, you would then automatically act accordingly. Yes we did. That’s why the ANC created after the Sharpeville massacre the ANC then created Mugandwe Sizwe. This was the arm wing of the ANC, after that we were completely non-violent movement. Its only after that we created the arm wing of the ANC.

M.Raeez : Basically, the white people or all those who were involved in apartheid pushed you on to react in this way?

Uncle Zunaid : Definitely, if the white government of the South African government had come to the negocialating table, the ANC would never have gone on to a arm struggle. The arm struggle was forced on the ANC.

M.Raeez : do you still have contact with any of fellow activist that maybe in the government at the movement and do you keep in touch with them?

Uncle Zunaid : Yes, we do because now all of us have now joined the ANC branches, within our own area, I am the local councilor for the city of Johannesburg and we do, I think we do still meet a lot of the people who were activist at that time, people like Mat Maharaj, Mozy Moola, Abdulhai Jassat, Dr Jassat, so there is still a lot of meeting of at all levels.

M.Raeez : Were you ever arrested or detained? If yes, describe your experience.

Uncle Zunaid : All ANC governers were members. The ANC who were automatically member of the Mkoto ie Sizwe.

M.Raeez : Describe your experience belongs to a member of the Mkoto ie Sizwe.

Uncle Zunaid : Mkoto ie Sizwe were split up in different levels, you have the commissioners which were the educators which went to learn theory, then you had the actual soldiers, a lot of us were sent to the German democratic republic, and we only went to learn theory, none of us really were taught how to use fire arms, when personally I was never involved in any arm struggle against the white government. We came back to South Africa as political sleeper, that would educate people towards the ANC course.

M.Raeez : Do you think that played a better part or being part of the arm struggle would make a difference to South Africa.

Uncle Zunaid : I think they go hand in hand, without the education of the community, the arm struggle could not last, because if you do not have support from the matters of the people, you would not be able to sustain your arm struggle, you had to have the community support and then the creation of the UDF was the internal wing of the ANC, played an major role in the distruction of the apartheid era.

M.Raeez : How do you feel about those in power at that time?

Uncle Zunaid : I think we got to hate whites in general not only those in power because I think we were very milertind in the sense that we saw the whites and we saw them as enemies then we realized that within the whites community, we get people like Jew Slower who was the secondary general communist party, Ram Fishant who was the eternal secondary general of the communist party. Jew Slower was the eternal. More efficient the wife of Ram Fishant and Ram Fishant had joint the apartheid government would have been one of the of the best presidents he would ever had but chose to join the ANC struggle against the white oppression where you had people Helen Joseph, theres countless of people. You had people who were arrested at Rivonia who were whites, so our attitude changed when we became more educated to the fact that it wasn’t the colour we were fighting, but we were fighting a system that was appressive, a system that loked as people as, not as people but judges as from the colour of our skin and this is I think the young South Africans today and we hope and make duathey would not judge people by their colour, they’d except people for what they are and not for who they are.

M.Raeez :Do you think the blacks today will still go against the whites because of what was done in the apartheid?

Uncle Zunaid : I think South Africa was very fortunate in having the calaba of Nelson Mandela, who then became the first president of South Africa. After the assesanation of Chris Harley, the people like Nelson Mandela and now the president Tabumbeki, Walter Sisulu, Garn Mbeki have kept South Africa together. I think the message the ANC has been sending out that we want a non-sexes and non-racist democratic South Africa. Simply means everybody are equall and I think the youth especially the African youth a beginning to accept that we have challenges here because our servicedeliveries could be better and I think the president Tabumbeki has been punishing for service deliveries and if we can get that right, I think we can be on the right track.

M.Raeez : How did you react to many of the different laws example group areas, past laws ect.

Uncle Zunaid : well, the first time I think I was only a year old and my mother was under a passive resistance to jail and infact I was too young to understand what happened, after hearing the stories, that strengthens my resolves against fighting. I think appresive laws, the past laws didn’t affect the Indians so much. It affected the African people. But i think what happened is as you grew up in the political enviroment, this indirect affection of the past laws, group areas, the group areas affected the Indians directly because most of us were business people, we had shops in vrededorb, we were living in the centre of Johannesburg and we moved out to Lenasia the shop also moved to the Oriental Plaza. So the group areas also had a definite and a immediate effect on the Indian community.

M.Raeez : Did you ever see a neck lacing?

Uncle Zunaid : No, fortunately I haven’t seen these but the neck lacing that was alone in the so called ‘’townships‘’ was a necessary evil, because the security service of them had infect traitored a lot of our organizations. The comrades that were in the townships said the only to get rid of these so called informers was going the necklace way. I don’t believe that this was the correct route to have taken but we can now discuss the hindsight to say it was, but at that time the comrades felt that it was right, each group work independently on each other. The ANC exhale condemn the neck lacing, and they said it was not part of the struggle and that is not what we should be doing.

M.Raeez: What message would you like to share with the people of South Africa today?

Uncle Zunaid: Especially to the youth who were born just prior to 1994, and the youth after 1994, the other generation we went through the apartheid eras. The youth that don’t know what the apartheid is, surely hope that they read about it, there are books on Nelson Mandela, there are books on our great leaders, I suggest they read it and I suggest they realize the dream the ANC have, to keep the non-sexes, the non-racial democratic South Africa. And they become part of this dynamic movement to create the society in South Africa so we all can live in peace and harmony.

M.Raeez: Speaking about the youth in the apartheid time, were the youth mostly involved or was it more the elderly people?
Uncle Zunaid: No, I think the youth was very much involved; the school boycotts in the townships were led by the youth. The 76 riots started by the youth, they refuse to accept Afrikaans as the main language of teaching and it was started by the youth. The youth were in Cape Town. The youth were for front of the creation of the UDF. Then in Transvaal we had the Indian youth Congress, which were part of the less democratic movement led up to the UDF, so I think the youth were very involved. Unfortunately, unlike the youth of today, because you have everything, you have no idea what apartheid was. The youth of today are not very involved politically and I think that is bad.

M.Raeez: So basically they are just enjoying the fruits of the…

Uncle Zunaid : Well, they are enjoying the fruits of what their fathers and mothers went through, but for their sake we hope they become politically active, to engrave what the society is looking for.

M.Raeez : Inshallah. Are you hopeful of South Africa today?

Uncle Zunaid: Very hopeful, as a Muslim I look at South Africa, we have no restrictions in our religions today. Come to my warning, we previously 2 masjids. We’ve got now 14 masjids in a radiance of km. We have no problem of Daarul Ulooms. We have no problems of opening madressahs. The azaan is given in the era’s we predominately in and we have no problems with that, if you take other countries in the world where they have so called anti Islam movement, you then realize how happy we are in South Africa that we have no restrictions, we have been as part of the South Africa community, it is now for us as Indians especially as Muslims to play our part because Islam teaches us equality of men. We should play our part in this role.

M.Raeez : Jazakallah Uncle Zunaid.

Uncle Zunaid: I hope this is useful, but I hope the youth would take notice of what’s happening around then and create this atmosphere where they could be part of this whole new society.

M.Raeez: Assalaamu-alaikum

Uncle Zunaid: wa’alaikum salaam

M.Raeez: That was Uncle Zunaid from the ANC.

poem on johannesburg

Jozi

Jozi is a very busy city
With many girls who are pretty
And sometimes they are witty
That is our beautiful city

And the crime
Is at it’s prime
Safety is a priority
Because of the authority

You can get an occupation
At any station
There are many places to be
And a lot to see at Sandton City

There’s a lot of clubs
Where people take drugs
Labour migration
Is dislocating the nation

With all the good and bad
Jo’burg City is Jo’burg City
Evaluation of shanty town

It was a total different experience. I experienced going into a township and building a model of it. I interacted with African people and it changed MY view of them.

Evaluation of powerpoint

It showed me how benefitting is technology, and how it can improve ones understanding of different things. It was a different way of learning. It showed me what effort my techer puts in to make all yhis powerpoints because it took alot of effort and time.

character anylasis- phase 2

Absalom Kumalo:

Public life:
life of crime friends who deal with crime

Private life:
Not stable… always movingHonest… confesses to the murderKills due to fear

Peoples perceptions:
Murderer… murders Arthur Jarvisgood character.. reformatoryCriminal… breaking into houses

Arthur Jarvis:

Public life
:Just person… blacks look upto him Opponent of Apartheid
Brave… creates a boxing club for blacks

Personal life:
President of African boys club..
Hero…

People’s perceptions:
Barve character… against Apartheid, wanted justice
Wealthy man…
Foolish man… according to his father in the start of novel, but then is honoured by his father.
Disappointment due to his death

James Jarvis:

Public life:
Self concerned… only worries about himself and his family- in starting of novel.
Later he develops relationship with the people of Ndotsheni
supports people of ndoysheni.

Personal life:
hardship… son and wife’s death
Family man…only worried about them and not the blacks
Good man… helps people of ndotsheni

Peoples perceptions:
high status in Ndotsheni … when the girl was passing him she waited
Tries to fufill his sons dreams…
stops being a racistRacist.. doesn’t great the black man at his sons funeral..

John Kumalo:

Public life:
Political activist

Personal life:
Untruthful.. support his sons liesdeserts his brother in time of need successful business man
social-dislocation

Peoples perceptions:
Believed to be corrupted by power…disliking to the church
People find him arrogant
.stands up for injustice…

Gertrude Kumalo:

Public life:
Crime and prostitution

Personal life:
Afraid and wants to find her husband…therefore going to Johannesburg
Social- dislocation
Trapped in poverty leading to prostitution

Peoples perceptions:
corrupted…coming from a good home and does prostitution

Theophilus Msimangu:

Public life:
Very respectful man… apologises to Reveren although not his fault…

Personal life:
priest of Mission House…
desires good for his country…

Peoples perceptions:
Noble and generous
Good personality… helps R.Kumalo while in johannesburg
Intelligent man

Rev. Kumalo

Public Life:
Priest
Faith in god
Honourable man… look upto amoung the people of ndotsheni
Patient man… doesn’t loose his temper…

Private life:
Gullable… trusts anyperson- ticket incident
Good character… makes the women to which he son made pregnant to marry his son
Family man… loves ands cares his son and sister, although they have disgraced him…

Peoples perceptions:
Respectful man
Honourable man
A firm believer

Monday, September 3, 2007

character analysis on cry the belovad country.

Stephen Kumalo

Stephen Kumalo is the protagonist and moral compass of Cry, the Beloved Country. He is a quiet, humble man, with a strong faith in God and a clear sense of right and wrong. An Anglican priest, Kumalo cares for his parishioners and presides over the modest church of the village he calls home. They struggle, however, to save money for their son’s schooling and for a new stove. Kumalo is not flawless, and he occasionally erupts in anger and tells lies. Praying to God, however, saves him from temptation, and he always repents when he speaks unfairly.
As the novel begins, Kumalo undertakes his first journey to the city of Johannesburg. He is intimidated and overwhelmed by the city, betraying his simple background. With the help of generous hosts, kumalo finds his way in city Johannesburg and searches for his son. As the search drags on, we become aware of Kumalo’s physical weaknesses. He is forced instead to search for his son. When it becomes clear that Absalom is in grave trouble, Kumalo’s body is further broken by his grief, and further broken down when he finds his sister as a prostitute. By the time Kumalo leaves Johannesburg, he is deeply sad, but his faith is buoyed by the generosity of others. When he returns to his village, Kumalo works to improve the lives of his parishioners. In the end, he faces his son’s death with mourning, but also with a sense of peace.

James Jarvis

James Jarvis undergoes a journey parallel to that of Kumalo, although he is never granted the chance to be reunited with his son, Arthur, physically. Jarvis is a white, English-speaking farmer who lives on a hill above Ndotsheni. When the novel begins, Jarvis is ignorant of or indifferent to the injustices of South Africa. Jarvis’s complacency is shattered when he learns that his son has been killed. He goes to stay with his son’s in-laws, the Harrisons, in Johannesburg, where he learns that Arthur had become a leader in the community, valued by people from all racial groups for his speeches on social justice. Jarvis here realizes that his son had become a stranger to him.
In an effort to understand his son better, Jarvis reads Arthur’s writings about the injustices he perceives in South Africa, and he is moved by his son’s language and ideas. nce he returns to Ndotsheni, however, he works hard to make things better for the people of the village. He donates milk to the young children and arranges to have a dam built to irrigate the soil better. Additionally, he hires an agricultural expert to teach the farmers to preserve the soil. When he suffers from a second tragedy—the death of his wife—he consoles himself by carrying out his wife’s wish that he build a new church for the community. Jarvis’s efforts require personal sacrifices, as it costs him both money and the respect of many of his peers. It is clear, however, that he has made a firm commitment to the villagers, and, though he is a man of few words, he expresses himself beautifully through his actions.


Theophilus Msimangu

Msimangu is warm, generous, and humble young minister in Sophiatown. He guides both Kumalo and us through Johannesburg, explaining the political and socioeconomic difficulties that the black population faces and providing shrewd commentary on both blacks and whites. He assists Kumalo with great sensitivity, he assist kumalo during his stay in Johannesburg which makes his struggles easier. Of all the characters in the novel, Msimangu has the clearest understanding of South Africa’s injustices, and he serves as Paton’s mouthpiece in suggesting a solution: Christian love. According to Msimangu, white South Africans oppress the blacks because they fear their numbers and their power. Msimangu believes that only selfless love can counter this fear. Msimangu’s own selflessness is affirmed at the novel’s close, when he gives his worldly possessions to Kumalo and joins a monastery.



Absalom Kumalo

Though Absalom is at the center of the plot of Cry, the Beloved Country, he is a somewhat mysterious figure. Having left home like most of the young people of Ndotsheni, Absalom finds work in Johannesburg. For reasons that are never made clear, however, he loses touch with his family and falls into a life of crime. Young and impressionable, Absalom carries a gun for protection, but when he fires the weapon in fear, he ends up killing Arthur Jarvis. Nonetheless, the court holds Absalom solely responsible for the crime. He tries to communicate honestly with Kumalo, though no words can explain what he has done. Originally afraid to die, Absalom appears to reconcile himself to his impending execution and writes respectfully to his mother and father until the time of his death, demonstrating a newfound maturity that allows him to approach death gracefully. This disastrious life can be blamed on social dislocation.

Arthur Jarvis

Arthur Jarvis is murdered before we even hear of him, but his writings provide him with the opportunity to speak for himself. A staunch opponent of South Africa’s racial injustices, Arthur Jarvis spent his life at the center of the debates on racism and poverty, and his essays and articles provide answers to many of the novel’s questions. His motives are selfless; he works for change not because he seeks personal glory but because he is weary of the system’s contradictions and oppression. As much as Msimangu, Arthur Jarvis is the solution South Africa needs, and although he is murdered, some hope lives on in his young son.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

ask Mufti

Date:
2007-08-29 02:12:15
Title:
I am a grade 10 student ...nd we are studing the book "cry, our beloved country". While studing this we came across a statement whhich says " IF GOD IS GOOD, THEN WHY DO WE GO THROUGH SO MUCH OF PAIN?"
Category:
Beliefs and Practices (Aqeedah)
Question:
I am a grade 10 student in thr\e roshnee islamic school, and we are studing the book "cry, our beloved country". While studing this we came across a statement whhich says " IF GOD IS GOOD, THEN WHY DO WE GO THROUGH SO MUCH OF PAIN?" mufti can you please comment on this statemen and give me the islamic veiw of it...
Anwser:
In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful
Assalaamu `alaykum waRahmatullahi Wabarakatoh
It is our aqida and fundamental belief that Allah is Subhaan. He is pure and free from any blemish. No weakness or shortcoming can be attributed to the being of Allah. To attribute any shortcoming or blemish to the being of Allah is kufr. The statement in reference questions the pure being of Allah. That is also kufr.

There are many reasons for our pain in this world:

1. We are sent to this world to be tested by Allah. For that, we have to be faced with many adversities. Allah says, “Do people think We will leave them proclaiming ‘I believe’ and they are not tested?”
2. Our pains are also due to our wrongs and evil doings. Allah says, “Whatever adversity you are afflicted with, it is through the earnings of your hands.”

It is clear from the above that Allah is perfect and experiences of pain are either by Divine design or consequences of an individual’s actions.

You should refer this issue to the principal of your school and request him to address the issue.And Allah knows best
Wassalam
Mufti Ebrahim Desai Darul Iftaa, Madrassah In'aamiyyah

Saturday, August 25, 2007

LETTER TO THE EDITOR; CRIME

P O Box 21284
Roshnee
1936
23 August 2007

The Editor
The Citizen
P O Box 43069
South Africa
2042

Dear Sir

RE: Crime in South Africa

The alarming crime statistics in South Africa is spiralling out of control. It is the topic of discussion on the lips of every concerned citizen. South Africa has the highest crime rate in the world. Since apartheid, the crime rate of our country has rapidly increased from an incredible1 466 429 crimes to 1 844 241 crimes in 2001, which were recorded by the police, and stills increases rapidly. Various crimes like fraud, murder, theft and serious assaults are exceptionally high in South Africa, compared to most developed countries.

As a law-abiding citizen I would like to express my disappointment and dissatisfaction with the present government. It is the same rights that we’ve struggled interminably for, that are now placing our lives in danger. It appears that the criminals of today have more rights than law-abiding citizens. The corruption occurring within the government is escalating at a faster rate than any other crime category. Cases are left unsolved, police personnel are incompetent and criminals easily escape from prisons and courts. Bribes beneficial to our polices are being accepted when it is infact their duty to enforce the laws more stringently.

As a concerned citizen I suggest that the death penalty be reinstated as a determent to serious crime. Does the government have the power to offer low-abiding civilians of the country more protection?

Yours sincerely
M R Amod

All statistics are provided by the SAPS CIAC, see www.saps.gov.za

Regret

REGRET

I pulled into my driveway. I can see the cars of all our close family parked outside. As I get out of my car, my brother offers me his hand in a handshake of condolences.

I enter my house. My wife and daughters are crying. Everyone is trying to pacify them. I look at my wife and try to be strong, but I can’t stop my tears from flowing. There’s so much grief in my house, so much pain and worry in my heart. It looks almost as if someone is has died or is very sick, although this is not the case. What I’m currently describing to you is any father’s worst nightmare. My daughter has eloped.

Eloping has become so common, children trying to defy their parents. But I never imagined it would happen to me. My eldest daughter has ran away with our neighbour. The Mistrys are a nice Hindu family. We’ve never had problems with them. The only question running through my head is why?

I’m a Muslim man, Muslim by name but hardly in practice. I try to read all my salaah but the shop makes it so hard. I never miss Jummah and attend Fajr on both Eids. Sometimes I tell my daughters to pray. We fast every Ramadaan and celebrate both Eids very lavishly. I take my daughters for Umrah every year. We always stop in Dubai, so they can do some shopping.

I want to make girls independent, I always had them in private schools, they don’t really mix with the Indian girls, only those in the white schools.

I always gave my daughters the best, I only bought them branded clothes. I never told them ‘no’ for anything. They have a shoe to match every outfit and a scarf to match every shoe, although I never really see them wear scarves.

I don’t get a chance to spend time with my girls. We take a holiday twice a year but I always gave them their freedom. I thought my daughters how to drive from young. I even bought her a car before she got license. I remember how happy she was that day. She must be in that car right now, she’s using it to run away from me.

Where was my wife when my daughter was busy with the neighbour? I could have left her at home but, I needed her at the shop. We’ve been busy and I can’t manage otherwise. I do let my wife stay at home sometimes but she needs that time to visit her friends.

I did all this for my children, So that I could show the world my beautiful daughters. I never shouted them because, I fear that they will hate me.

Am I so selfish that due to my own needs I let my children go astray. For my pride and image I never once told them to cover up and dress properly. For my money, I never let their mother to guide them. Through my ignorance, I never prayed and never set an example for my children.

With tears in my eyes, I sit on my mothers old musallas and pray to Allah to bring back my daughter. Only Allah can save my eighteen year old daughter from my forty-five year old Hindu neighbour, father of three children.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

hardship is encouragement in disguise

HARDSHIP IS ENCOURAGEMENT IN DISGUISE

As a young boy, I experienced a lot of hardships as I was living in South Africa and in those days apartheid was a rule. My parents were in the Indian congress, which gave me the encouragement to take up upon politics.

I remember the experience which I encountered, which was known as the Sharpeville Massacre. It occurred on the 21st March 1960. The African men marched against the “doing pass low.” The objective of the March was that African men leave their passes at home and present themselves for arrest. We marched to the local police station. Three hundred other policemen came to the local police station to assist them. While the Africans continued to march, the police opened fire against us. A total of 69 were shot dead and 180 were severely injured. I was lucky to come out scratch less.

I am glad I took part in such an event which taught me a lot of lessons. It gave a short period to feel how the black South Africans felt and lived through apartheid times. They wanted to be heard but were rather treated with violence; as a result these feelings of hatred build up within them. Having this experience made me feel like one of them. My heart cried with pity ness, but yet I was in the same shoes as them, just a wee bit better, because I was an Indian. I did not have to carry a pass. The fact that I could have been one of the 69 that was killed gave me shivers and made me feel the sadness of those who lost their beloved one’s, innocent, young and old were heartlessly killed, but the attitude I required and had was if I died for my country. It was worth it. The fact that I saw people killed in front of me for justice made me stronger and encouraged me to fight against the government for what was right. After this event, my views towards the white people in general have changed. I found them to be heartless and unjustful being to react in that way.

This experience gave me a total different outlook on life but when I thought of my family, friends and community as a whole, this gave me strength to a different to South Africa. I felt that what I was doing for my country was correct, because when looking at the lives of the sahaba and prophet (S.A.W), they were brave men who fought for their believes and what was right. Therefore knowing that one day I would be rewarded by Allah (god) for fighting for justice gave me even more strength.

Today when I sit back, relax and look at the new South Africa and ponder about my life, I feel grate honor knowing I played a role in the difference of South Africa. I also feel great honor when I think of the way I spent my youth, rather then regretting like most people today and how also when Allah questions me of my youth, I will have a answer. May Allah always keep South Africa non-sexiest and non-racist democratic South Africa.

Friday, August 17, 2007

Evaluation

Evaluation of term 1 & 2
Term 1 & 2 was a very different experience, the way we taught by MR SUJEE was much more advanced and totally different. We were not spoon fed and it made us think. It brought out our hidden talents

Evaluation of collages & Shanty town
The collages, charts and models all took a lot of time and effort, but it created unity between friends. It made us research, which increased our knowledge in history, advertising ect.

Evaluation of Audio Assignment
I was a person who could not speak, the Audio Assignment taught me how to speak and introduced me into a news reporters life. It allowed me to realize my faults in the way I speak.

Evaluation of interview
I think this was one of the best assignment we done so far, I was shocked to hear the stories of apartheid. It increased my knowledge in the history of my country. It made me appreciate the democratic South Africa I have.